old school

So today I was looking through my old stuff. Highschool stuff. Old stuff. then I came across to this one poem I wrote it was dated 2003. DAYUMM. that loonnnggg. I don't know who I wrote it for, or even, I don't know if I wrote it for anyone. 2003? I was what? 16? sophomore or junior? hahahaha. 5 damn long years!!! It was tagalog too. haha. still a fob then......and this is how it goes:


Mahal kita, pero mahal mo sya
kahit masaktan, mamahalin parin kita
unang kita ko palang sayo
sabi ko,
ikaw na.

Alam kong kahit kailan
hanggang dito nalang
kaibigan...
di mo man pansin
okay lang.

Masaya ka alam ko
sa piling nya,
sino banaman ako
para humiling na maging sya
mahal mo sya

mahal kita
pero hanggang doon nalang
pagmamasdan nalang kita
dito
sa aking maliit na tuntunan.


....... so some words, i don't even know how I came up with it. haha. but it was nice to know, now that I'm 21, what I was thinking when I was 16. It's a good thing I kept my journals, and poems. But sadly, I don't have them with me. But once I get them, I will post every single poems I've had. tons of them! I had boxes of boxes of journals and random poems and people's memorandum.

It's so fun finding things like this, it's like christmas. You look back and laugh. I don't remember writing this poem, but sure it's mine. It's my handwriting alright. but anywayssss... if I find more, i'll post them. and laugh at it.