suicide.

ahhhh. I've been reading hella stories online, about people committing suicide now a days... because of the economy. IT'S BUSH'S FAULT, NOT YOURS. don't kill yourself. You're going to limbo, or hell if you do. And you don't want that right? it sucks more than living. Anyways. everyone chill. don't kill yourself.

This one story, she killed herself, so that the kids and her husband would get her life insurance and pay the house. SERIOUSLY? why?! I know you care, and I know you love your family to death, but that's just giving up on them. You are not helping them, you're just putting them on a path were it's more traumatic than loosing a house, or more traumatic than getting broke. EVERYONE GETS BROKE. seriously, once in a while, you have to be at the bottom. GESSHUS. you are not alone, don't you think everyone is in the same predicament as you are? So please, if anyone is reading this, tell everyone tooo just hope for the better.

each day gets better. don't let your hopes up. things will come around, sooner or later. They are just trials in life, and you are not alone. The whole nation is suffering.

What about the third world country, they have it worst than us. they don't eat, they don't sleep, no house, no family, no nothing. NOTHING. NOTHING. and of top of that, they are being genocide and on top of that, they're government are not supporting them in annny wayyy or foommmmm. not single penny nor anything. ATLEAST PEOPLE HERE IN AMERICA, government is doing SOMETHING, i know our gov is retarded right now, but THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING to ease people's life. believe in it, don't loose your hope. "WE THE PEOPLE" not "YOU THE PEOPLE".

wedding!

We're going tooeee aaa weeeddding. i love weddings. yey! but i don't have camera. ;( so i just have to rely on my sister for the pictures. :). I'm gonna get prepped up today, that's why I'm excited. i like dressing up. yiihii. nice nice. that's why I like going on a date. I get dressed up and getting dressed up, and thinking what to wear, thinking everything is fun. So maybe when it's MY turn to get married, I'll take as long as I want to prepare. FYI, I'm good at planning if you have not notice. woohooo. so My wedding would be a pretty damn happy chill party. woohoo. BUT THAT'S LIKE 4-6 YEARS FROM NOw. but hey,,,,, time flies fast. bowchikawowowww!

this makes wanna cuddle.

and have my self a very merry christmas, FINALLY. christmas, I'm so ready for you this year. a well deserving happy christmas for me, finally, for the past 20 years, It was not so happy. but now, 21st christmas for my life, will be merry. Merry with my very special someone and it will definitely like that for the rest of my life till then, and till on. can't wait!

If all guys were girls for a day.

didn't really like her that much. but this one really touched me. AAWWww... okay, kudos for you B. good video too. extra kudos.

I love the bridge. It really is true.. too little too late.


Well thank God, manfriend<3 is not like others. THANK GOD. I love you manfriend<3. ur my cherry on my vodka. lovee you.

thru sickness and in health.

today I got some fever and chills. My body was hot and aching. Manfriend<3 came through and took care of me really well, even though most of the time I was bitchy because I don't feel well. He stuck with it till I fell asleep. When I woke up, I just saw him looking at me the whole time. AWWWW. sweettness. he said he was worried about me. :) times like that gives me butterflies. I'm not hard to impress, little things impresses me. but what hard about me is, those little things are the simplest thing in the world that you won't think I'll like them. I'm simple but complicated. abbrr. Then I fell asleep again, then when I woke up, he's sleeping beside me holding my hands.
Doesn't it sound like a movie script? damnn... huh? so i kissed him and fell asleep again. Thats how sick I was. But it ain't matter, coz I got the best boyfriend, I'm sorry, Manfriend<3 in the worrld.

I WILL DANCE

Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.


I will do what he did before I die. I swear. and it will be playing on my funeral. and I will dance just like him.

it's some kindaaaa funn.

we went clubbing last night at temple sf, and it was fun!!! first off: if you're planning to get drunk like the other beezy last night, don't dance on the dance floor and puke all over. coz seriously, IT'S NOT COOL! oh geesh, i almost puke, just smelling her puke. sheeitt. well anyways, here are some phichuttrees.

henjhoy.
more on my myspace. k. bahhyyyy

Scantrons:

Can suck my Dick!!! I was suppose to have 92/100 with my TEST, but my scantron says it's 80! so tell me why and what happened! I tried to argue with the teacher saying, I accidentally skipped one question, so it moved my answers and everything! And on my paper question, I cirled the right answers. IT IS LOGICAL! scantrons are fucking small, they have small boxes to scribble on, and for 100 questions in 55 minutes? YOU DON'T HAVE TIME TO FUCKIN CHECK EVERY LITTLE MOTHAFCKIN BOX! But my prof was a smart ass, and he knew someway somehow, people will MAKE this kind of mistakes, so he wrote on the paper question: ONLY THE ONE ON THE SCANTRON WILL BE GRADED! So now, I feel stupid after getting an "A" on my paper, it turned into "B". Well, atleast I now know, scantron sucks. AND IT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME. FROM MISSION COLLEGE, TO EVC, TO OHLONE, AND NOW SJSU, MY CURSE FROM SCANTRONS FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE. It's not a coincidence anymore. SERIOUSLY, I CALL IT, "the curse of the scantron". ---But later tonight, my prof said, he'll check it. so chyeahhh. *HOPE HE CONSIDERS.* I'm just mad and wanted to share it to the world. BECAUSE SOMETIMES, I DON'T HAVE NOBODY TO TALK. That's why I blog. and bullets. whateverrrrrr.

octoBER.

sooo its octoberrrrr. anddd, got my new pad. yey! well anyways, i'm hungry and I want to eat a huge tasty sushiii. nice.

wasssupppppppppp?!!!!!!! I was watching filipino channel the other day, and i saw that they were counting down for christmas already. they said, 89 days before xmas. and that was last week. soooo i guess xmas is coming downnnn hard this year. MY BEST YEAR EVER SO FAR!