hello?

Hi how are you? It's been a while. How are you? touch base.

Lately I have been so busy. Midterms and everything. It was tough, but you gotta do what you gotta do. :) I'm not ready to go back there.

growing up:

Today I realize that growing up hurts. It really does hurts. Seeing your friends have their own life, having problems you can't hug it out, dealing with problems of extra level, dealing with money and school. Those things, we did not had those when we were young, but now we do. And it hurts me to say good bye to immaturities and childishness. It hurts that life can't never be the way it use to be. Saying good bye to yesterday is the hardest thing to do indeed. But for me, saying good bye is not lonely. Seeing my friends grow up together strengthens me.
I am really thankful, in spite of whatever I went through with life, FRIENDS are there, and they are my number one fans, and I say that with confidence! I'm pretty sure they'll take a bullet for me. Again, I could say that with confidence.


circa 1992

circa 2002.

someone's sadness, is someone's happiness.

Today, I lost my money. 15 dollars. :(
That was my money and was planning to last me till tomorrow so I could eat and run and play and shit.

I was so bitter!!!! I imagined what I could have done with that 15 dollars. I could have bought the ceasar salad I've been eyeing since this morning, I could have bought myself a nice lunch with hot tamales! Imagine what I can do with 15 dollars? I could buy myself clams so I could cook it for dinner tonight. or some good steak, some nice dessert at some good looking dessert place or fudge... asdf!

But then I realize things happens for a reason.

Someone's lost, is someone's found. Someone's hurt, is someone's happiness. Someone's sadness is someone's happiness.

So I sighed and let it go. Coz I know someone, some person, out there, I made their day by me "giving" up my 15 dollars for free. I made them smile and made their life a little less hell.

To whom it may concern,

Please take care of it, spend it wisely because I cherished it, and hopefully you will too. You're are very welcome, and I hope you will make someone happy with it too.


Mai,


I'm not bitter anymore. My time will come one day. I just hope it's a 100 dollars. :)


mai.

good hair

is not cheap! it's very much expensive, and if it's cheap, it's very hard to find a good styler. so ummmmmm. blah!

It had to be you!

I love this song. I remember my dad listening to this song. oh men oh men. Hella old. I love it. I can see my self dancing in the bathroom, or anywhere for that matter. It's not the version I like, but this will do. I like the slower version of it. It's in my mp3. I seriously wish I was born then!!!!!!!

It just had to be you!!!

mwah!

I'm going to cut my hair.

really soon! it's really heavy. this spring break. yey!!!

I'm tired of studying!!!!

a point is a point!

No matter how negative you are, if you make a point in an argument, it's still a point!!!!!! A POINT! But not necessarily a right point, but it's still a point dammniiittt!! a point is a point!

asdf!

march.

march march march. a raining march. I'm craving wendy's. yummmm. yummm. yummm.