Hi I am Mai, and I'm 3 years old.

hahahahahhaha. Or that's what they say. Jude said that he's dating a 3 years old. lol. I sometimes catch myself laughing at myself for all the stupid and childish things I do. Out of no where I'll just bust out some moves without thinking that others are looking at me. It's not that I intend them to watch and make fun of me, it's just I forget that I'm 22. When a song that I really like plays I just get lost and bust some signature dances of mine. Oh yeas, when I say signature, that means I can only do those things.

Yesternight, Jude and I were coming from seven eleven store, and I seriously just started singing Jingle bells out of no where, in those short verse I forgot that I was with Jude, and I just lifted my hands and shouted "Hey" at the end of the song, "One horse open slay....Hey!" then He looked at me really funny. I kinda felt embarrassed on my part, and just laughed it out. Ahhh... I seriously think I have imaginary friends. They convinced me that I'm still 3 or something.

I like really simple things in life. I really do. Simple cute things makes me really happy. It's not hard to make me happy. Really.

On the side note,


_I like food. No I love foods.
_I talk when I'm sleeping. And I don't know what I'm saying but ask Jude, he has tons of stories of me talking while sleeping.
_I get excited over bunnies, cats, dogs, and all those little things that are furry, or non furry that are cute enough to stuff in my mouth!


But................ on the contrary, though I am super childish, I can be super bitchy. I can be bipolar and really can eat you with my eyes. lol. rarrrr!

Spongebob loves me

Today i found out that my lil cousin got engaged! I am happy for him! Congratulations! Then i realize i am getting old. As in old. Evryday i am getting more responsibilities like bills, food for everyday, thinking about whats gonna happen next or the simpliest thing, yet hardest to grasp--surviving egeryday breathing and beating of life.
I am not a child anymore, yet i act like one. :) you cant blame me, i am just really young at heart no matter wyat. It is in my nature, my genes, my blood, and ever single aspect and being of me. Dont get me wrong, though i am childish, i have my mature side. I am just not sure how mature it is.
I think i am happy being like this. Not that i am complacent about what i have, i still long for serioUisness here Nd there but i hink for me, the way to face life as it is, is take it with a smile and happines. This are the days that you cant back no matter what and how much money you have. So take them.
Whatever happened to my past, its part of me. I cant eras them, even though i could, they are part of me. People that i said good bye to, people that passed away, people that i had riffs with, letters and pictures.... They were me at one point. I cant and wont erase them because they made me who i am today. I think me being childish helps me move on WITH OUT hard feelings and grudges to those who hurted me or to those that did me wrong. And now, i am really peaceful with my life right now. Thanks to my childish side. I guess...

life is a box of chocolate....

You'll never know what you're gonna get.

......what I got was....


My shuga bubbs.
"If you're looking for a life time partner, look for a friend, not a lover, because when lust and love had faded, grow old, reached your 60s, what's left is you guy's friendship"


-circa 2002-till-

It's funny. life is. I swear I think there is a person that plays with my life above up there. Coz I swear my life is like a comic book, or some spanish mexican tela novela. It's very juicy and dramatic. The sequence of my life is verrrry juicy.

Vindiiicated!

Hi world! Sorry i have not been updating my entertainment of life, mainly because i am really occupied and busy with my life. Dont get me wrong, i am not writing here because i have nothing to say, no! Its actually the other way around! I have so much shit to say that i dont know where to start!

First off, i am on my iphone. I dont have internet so i am relying on this piece of useful thing to update my life! And im telling you this phone of mine is really helpful! I can do evrythi g, but not as convinient as i want to but nothing beats iphone on a internet less life! Way to go apple!

Second:
sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much shit had had happened. I dont seriously know wheere to start!
But wthin those few absentees ive misses wrtting. I realize things slowly here and there. So much growing on my part. So much pains and too much happiness. Mix it with alcohol, damn. You get some pretty awesome shit! I am telling you. My life is a fckn roller coaster this days!


Recap of events: not in order

My brohers wife gave birth to a healthy baby boy: aeden paolo balingt tinio. Such a cute baby.
I turned 22. Ahhhhhhhh! I stll feel like i am 21. Well. Dont even remember or realize m 22. I still think i am 21.
I got disowned. Thats one major different story! That needs a blog oF its own. No no. Not even, maybe ts own website of its own!

Its hard to be happy, but being happy is the best feeling, nothing beats it. Though its hard, its satisfying.