Today i found out that my lil cousin got engaged! I am happy for him! Congratulations! Then i realize i am getting old. As in old. Evryday i am getting more responsibilities like bills, food for everyday, thinking about whats gonna happen next or the simpliest thing, yet hardest to grasp--surviving egeryday breathing and beating of life.
I am not a child anymore, yet i act like one. :) you cant blame me, i am just really young at heart no matter wyat. It is in my nature, my genes, my blood, and ever single aspect and being of me. Dont get me wrong, though i am childish, i have my mature side. I am just not sure how mature it is.
I think i am happy being like this. Not that i am complacent about what i have, i still long for serioUisness here Nd there but i hink for me, the way to face life as it is, is take it with a smile and happines. This are the days that you cant back no matter what and how much money you have. So take them.
Whatever happened to my past, its part of me. I cant eras them, even though i could, they are part of me. People that i said good bye to, people that passed away, people that i had riffs with, letters and pictures.... They were me at one point. I cant and wont erase them because they made me who i am today. I think me being childish helps me move on WITH OUT hard feelings and grudges to those who hurted me or to those that did me wrong. And now, i am really peaceful with my life right now. Thanks to my childish side. I guess...
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