Dear Tey,

It never really hit me until today. I am listening to blink 182 and i realized youre not really here anymore. God... The last time was really the last time were ever gonna see each other. You're always will be in my thoughts. Say hi to my mom for me.

Your forever seat mate,

Mau
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Hi mama. I miss you. I wish you're here.

The reason

Great way to start a great day. That sums everything. :)

I'm not a perfect person.

you.

:)

You know when you're tired and all feeling crappy... Yeah I feel that way, but one short call from Boyfraaann makes everything go away. Awww. :)

Thanks babe for calling. I nyam nyu too.

Our conversation today consist of:

_buying the complete set of cutco knives and scissors

_looking for scissors

_and panties. lol

_What would it be like if he wear mine. lol. hahahahahaha.

"it will look like --when you put your face on the glass?"

hahahaha. LAUGH OUT LOUD. love Fridays. Dontchaa?

I do.

mushyyy

This is how we love. lol. no not really. We're very sarcastic couple, if you only know. hahahaha. We're both rocks, but softie inside. hahaha. :)

If you know us, you'll be ballin laughing at this one............ no really.

hahaha.

hahahahaha. This kitten right here is the real deal! hahahaha.

this one is speaking from the heart though.

foreals. When you think of bad thoughts, you get old and wrinkly. Just be like me, always happy.

WOHOOO!

new great finds are the best!

www.Pandora.com internet on the radio. wohoo.

I actually heard this long long time ago. When they were starting to build there company, my aunt use to work for them, actually she still works there right now. FTW.

Now, go and listen to it.

Crush crusshhh

HUUUGGGEEEEEEE crush on Zooey Deschanel and Katy Perry!!! oh and Gordon levitt.

Zooey and Katy are actually look a like. yeah?!

mai is

NOT mad at the world anymore.

:)

mai is

mad at the world.

ARGH.

Tim Gun, let's make it happen!

Me and the boyfriend fought last night, a big one, I realize something that was really necessary for a relationship to work... COMMUNICATION! communication guyssss!!!!!!

No, not necessarily right away, but keep it open. Don't keep it inside and meddle with it, hoping it will go away someday... NO, NO NO NONNOAONFONINONONONONON!

IT
WILL
NOT
GO
AWAY
!!!

It will just stay there and when another issue boils, everything will boil to a big fight. Oh and one DEADLY SIN,


P.R.I.D.E.

I am a really prideful person, REALLLYYYYYY! BUT (here comes the big BUT) I know when I'm wrong and I know when I am right! I am really prideful when I know I am right. I'll rub it in your face like mud. Thick mud, that will linger in your face after you wash it off! For hours! and give you the mugggg face!

BUT, there it is again, when I know I am wrong, or partly wrong I will admit it. Yes, I will. It will take me sometime, but I will. Trust me I will. I make it up to you and will look you in the eye and tell youuuuuu I AM SORRY.

now, when you say sorry you have to mean it:

sincere apology,

Is a must. I get offended when I already ask you to say sorry and I already calmed down from my hallucinations on what to do with you when I am mad... oh trust me, when I am mad, IMAGINE THINGS, beyond belief of imaginationnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn of what to do with you while I am in that state of madness.... I'm pretty creative....

Anyways, what was I saying? oh yah right, when I ask for your apology, look me in the eye and tell me your sorry. I don't want it looking pass through my hair, on top of my head, on my nose, or anywhere else, IN MY EYES!

then......................................

the make up. The fun part. :)

the end. lol

so make it happen. hmmmm

tonight's gonna be a good night!

coz it's my mommy's birthday. Happy birthday mom! I love you, Jude say's happy birthday too. And I'm cute too. hahaha.

I am hungry I will continue to blog later and more.

Waaaaannntttss

_hotdog with a lot of onions and mustard
_someone to cuddle with right now
_I want to be a man so I don't have cramps
_for a day
_Deal with me, I'm kinda off and
_ahhhhhhh!!!
_take this sticky things away
_don't touch me i'm irritated.
_ffffffffaaaaakkk, I am annoyed for n o reason!!!

I have butterflies in my tummy

RIGHT NOW.

I love this feeling. It's so good to have this. I just can't explain it.

Family. Friends. Love. Life.

Thank you God for giving this happiness to me. Thank you, for reals.


I am sincere,

Mai