sexy grown man

I find man that chooses wine over beer and hard liquor are sexy. There's something about the sophistication of drinking and KNOWING, actually KNOWING the wine that I find them sexy.

I am over that stage where sloppy guys that drink beers are sexy. Nope, I guess my taste is maturing.


;)

everything's gonna be alright

I want my house to be fresh smelling and looking......... BUTTTTT it just can't right now.

Someday, I will live like a grand and shhhit, I'll clean that up like no body else!

hah! Can't wait to spend a whole month BY MYSELF. someday that will happen. someday. but now, I can't barely take a day without smelling jude around me. hahaha..


maybe next time, when I'm tired of his face, I could go on without him for a month. lol

till then, My house will look like eehh, and smell like home cooking everyday.

woopie

Long over due...

My socks are stinky.

But anyways,

I just have to let this out. I'm really happy with everything. Nice and slow, slow but surely.

1.

My Jude and I just turned 1 year, we celebrated our one year and 7 years of friendship.

First and foremost, before becoming lovers, we were friends. We knew each other on the surface like glue on a stick. We were tight as a rubber band and we admired each other as an individual above all. Every day we treat each other with respect, admiration and loyalty. We trust each other with our eyes close, we listen to each other and respects each other decisions. We are not perfect, we're far from perfect but we are perfect for each other. Everyday is exciting. No dull day. We can make couch day a very AB work out, because we throw each other's joke like no body else. We catch each others glance, and my tummy gets butterfly every time. I can sit here and type and type about us, about him, about how happy I am with us. Because I've never felt me in such a long time, till he came.

I could be hopeless, helpless, loveless, shoeless, moneyless, makeupless, foodless and he'll come and swoop me up just like that and make me feel like I'm the bombest among bombest.

2.

My two nephews healthy and most adorable things in this world.

3.

School is doing great. Slowly but surely. I'm not really in a hurry. I just really want to thank my Brother and Sister for supporting me in every way, for their support and everything. I love you at and koy. I hope you see this one day, I may not have say thank you enough but I seriously am thankful for everything. For your endless support with all my decisions and backing me up. Thank you for the trust and faith you have given me. <3

4.

My friends are full support.

What turns me off

In men and women:

_My first and instant turn off, and I guessthe thing the turns me offff so bad is drugs of any kind (coke, MARIJUANA, whatever kind. And if they justify MARIJUANA as an herb or whatever, club card, IT FUCKING TURNS ME OFF. Really bad. I don't need people in my life that thinks drugs is cool. I'd rather hang out with boring people than druggy people. UNDATEABLE. YUCKK YUCKK.

_guys that don't know how to dance. Bad dancer

_Bad breath

_Lazy

_Pigs

_Dirty mouth

_Person that forgets about their friends just coz they have bf/gf

_No talent

_Doesn't want to try anything new and go out of there box

_leather pants!!!!! not unless you're McJagger.

_Crotch Grabbing

_Doesn't know anything about food

_Stupid non sense to conversate with

_Talks only about themselves and how great they are

_GUYS that still live with their parents at age of 30...

_GIRLS that wear really slutty clothes just to get attention

_GIRLS with too much make up. ohhh men.

_Really shady people

_GUYS that are bad with directions.

_Overly buffed, overly gelled hair, overly tanned, overly coordinated, overly cologned. OVERLY GROOMED GUY.

_KILL JOY people

_BADDDDDDDD TABLE MANNER

_Bad drunk person

_violent person

_Alcoholic; it's okay to drink, just not over indulgence.

_smart ass

_Liars

_

more to come... Thats just it for now.

You know...

So just you know, that I know, but I just won't tell you. I'll just let it drag and let it out one day...

I. DON'T. TRUST. YOU. AT. ALL.

that's all.

So for now, I'll just let it go... and I hope one day, KARMA will get to you.

:)

I just hope karma won't sent me.....

Geminis

Because Geminis are quick to act and talk, they may become frustrated with other signs that are not as quick to act.

What's beautiful in my eyes:

(In a man)

_knows how to cook

_he knows how to sing

_he knows how to make me laugh my heads off

_knows how to play an instrument to serenade me

_beautiful smiles

_beautiful mind

_great outlook in life

_a man that walks the talks

_a tall man

_is not scared to show his feeling and tell the world

_knows how to dress himself for every occasion

_knows how to act with every occasion

_that loves what I love

_but will tell me straight up what they don't love

_adventurous

_will watch chick flick with me

_can take care of himself... THIS ONE IS A MUST

_can take care of me

_knows good music (this is a make it or break it thing)

_HUMOR!

_good appetite

_knows how to handle and hold me down

_HONEST!

_clean

_smells good or look like a good smelling person

_tatoo is sexy

that's it for now. Wow. That is on top of my head... But I noticed...... I have all those with my Juding. I just love how we can compliment each other. Happy month of may babes.

Oh and may I add.... No beef with the family. Understanding family is a majorieeee plus. My family is a very understanding family. They will take who ever I choose and wants to be with. I hope they respect me too as I am, for what I am and for what I have not. Take me as a whole, swallow my flaws and chew me as their own. And I love the Semanas for that. I know, without me even saying anything to them, they will take one for the team for me... 159% guarantee you, they will. And I will for them.

I just want to say:

I hate sluttttttttttssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know. hahahaha. I just do. I just do! sluts! sluts! sluts!!!

girls with too much make up! jebush. ahhhhh. I'm allergic.

Too much make up, and slutty girls. haixxxxxxxxx....

just sayin....