:)

I just want to say that He seriosuly surprises me as times goes by. I never lift a finger this past few months. Cooking. Cleaning. Moving. Everything. Im so pampered. And now I got a masaage. Wowssss! I dont deserve this. Despite that I have nothing but a needy bratyyy brat brat!

I confess, before everything, I thought its going to be the same as my past relationships, not to compare or anything, but this one is seriously on the pedestal level. Though he did not went to college, the things I learned from him, is beyonnnddddd what I have learned and what other smart asses I talk to and have conversations with. He learned all his stuff by himself. I am
Shock everytime. Really serious

I dare you

I seriously think Adele made this song for me and Jude. Lol. well, mostly because our story is this song... Both scared to dare even try with each other, SOOO SCARED to fail with one another...




but in the end, it's all worth it. WORTH. ALL. THE. WAIT.

I'M TELLING YOU FIRST HAND.

I had some flash back listening to this song, that I had some butterflies.

Bonnieeeee

Come out! Im really curious u look like!


-on the run blogging

Fujjjin annoyed!!!

Okay. From now on, if you need me or want need anything and call me, im going to let it ring and ring and ring until you text me and say, hey are you free??? Because seriously this im fukkin annoyed!

Friends call me at 1am, 6am, 9pm, 3pm, 11:59 pm all sorts of time and number, and if i
Missed their calls, i would call back or text back!! Because seriously, what if something happened or something..... I'd pick up and talk even if i cant
Talk! Ill reply and answer stupid same damn fuckin questions! Ill give advice and be nice about it! Now I know... Because its me. I cant blame them. I expect the same ettiquete rules of picking Up and calling back from them which I dont get. Coz if im in class or doing something and they call or text, I would reply and say I cant talk in class call you later!!!

But them!??!?!??? Nooooooooo. They'll let me ring and ring and ring. If theyre sleeping, theyll just let it ring. If im sleeping and theyd call, ill wake up and answer! If they need pills, ill answer and get it. If they need something, in the middle of the day, i'd go (if i have a ride) and be there! Pronto. No questions asks. I have my phone with me and it rings, ill answer. I dont go look at it and say.... Ohhhh its just mai ill answer later. My phone rings and its downstairs, ill go downstairs and get it. If im in the shower, ill hop out and answer. If Im currently doing something, ill fuckin answer!

I know this people. Ive seen them and ive been with them! Ive never seen them walk WITHOUT their phones on hand. And for me to call them and ring and ring.... And let it ring. Its RUDE! so rude! What a phone ettiquette! Pshhh. Some bullshit. They even check theire phone while in the club blasting 900 thousand decibels of volume in their ears of music, and they CANNNNN hear their phone when theyre boyfriends are calling or a boy is calling...

Ahhh fuck this! From now on, if you wanna talk to me, call or text jude and i'll relay my message to him! Yes. Im mad. Super mad!!!


-on the run blogging

I do.

I do. I do. I do.

And it won't be human of me to not admit it but I do. I do get jealous of other people. I do the what ifs and ifs. But at the end of the day, I KNOW I'M REALLY HAPPY WHERE I AM. Things happen for a reason. I am not them maybe because, if I were them, I wouldn't be as happy as I am right now.

I'm confident that I will achieve that kind of stature in life someday, but not right now. In due time. In due time.

funny in my ears

Me sitting on the couch, Jude in the kitchen fixing dinner:

me: babe, my fingers are fat :(
J: no babe, they're not... you're pregnant, it's okay.
me: yeah they are. Fatter than before
J: oh okay.
me: so I'm fat!?
J: .........


hahahahahhaha. okay, that's all folks.
Still hustlin.

We too happy right now.

Can't wait to see my bundles of joys. gaah. Two weeks. I can't wait. I can wait for 8 years, but two weeeeeekkksss is taking forevers!

observation

people now a days are so busy chasing papers, chasing big things--bigger than their life, so busy chasing material things that they've forgetting what really matters in the end. Health, family and bonding-ness with each other.

I mean, I guess people have different view of how life and how it should be... But early in my life experiences, thought me things that paper can never buy and get me... Happiness and contentment on what I have in life. My family, extended family and how we eat dinner on one table. We sleep and say goodnight, we lay on bed at the same time and have that bed talks. Weekend bonding, holding hands while driving, cooking together and making everything counts. Growing up, I never had that, I never had goodnight kisses, dinner all together in table... Everyone was so busy chasing papers or giving papers to someone, or finding/asking papers around... and there you go, everyone so happy with their papers they're empty inside...

So yeah...

37 weeks and 3 days...

any time now!

can My water break now? I want to get it out now........ jebush

I am craving pizza

FOREALS! I WANT IT IN MY MOUTH RIGHT ABOUT NOW. LOL

SOUNDS HELLA WRONG.