true:

"If that boy don't love you by now, he will never ever ever eva love you."

hahahahahaha. don't trip. I just find it really true. If he didn't love you for who you are, no matter how you change, or rather, even if you change, nothing will change. period.!

genius in akward way.

pondering.

Watching Tyra show kinda disappointed me about people bleaching their skin! Just to get white?! Are you crazy?! seriously crazy?! OH myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........ I'm just in awe of disgust on how they go to the extreme just to get light. seriously some people are crazy. I want to get dark, and you want to get light?! Being dark helps you fight cancer. skin cancer, is serious. bleaching your skin wont help. If you are a victim of society saying lighter skin is better? well, you are in a wrong society. Even in Asia??????????? Those people are white as a wall, and still bleaching to get white? There's seriously something wrong with them. If asian wants to get white, then there's something wrong with them! that's just society poisoning. that's not norm anymore.

I seriously think it's over rated:

this economy. and sjsu is super over rated!

love is over rated

ebay and amazon is super rateedddddddddddddd!!!

sucky.

news flash:

a young woman just gave birth to an octuplet! damnnnn! before that she had 6, so now 14 kids. God mercy on her soul.

tell me his not funny. tell me!!!!

goodness he's funny!!!



I'm telling you!!!



f***ing awessomeee!



I dedicate this whole blog post to him:




okay last one!



did my ab work out!

yogurt

did I mention I love yogurt with strawberry flavor? Yes I do. And it helps your tummy problems. winks. winks.

Now a days, it's cold. it sucks coz it's gloomy. makes everything more gloomy and depressing. Come on, mother nature, life is already hard, let the sun comes out and play so people won't kill themselves out of depression.

SIDE NOTE: In LA, a father killed himself together with his wife and five children because he got lay off with his work.

see what I mean? I know, I know, we need rain it's drought season........ ahh. I can't argue it anymore. It's not like I can do anything about it. Whatever.

RANDOM:

I texted my brother saying: "koy, I'm going to ebay myself" hahahaha. It was JKKK. he texted me back saying, " HAHA" LOL.

School started, and I'm pretty sure it's going to be tough. alkdjfal;kdfja;ldkfjalskdfjsakdjffasklfjaslkjfa


sucky.

it hurts.

I have cramps. CRAMPSSS! Today, it's raining too, so that's comforting. I just stay in bed, and hear the rain drops. how cheesy. hahaha. but anyways, OBAMAman is the man. How cool is that? We have a black, wait, half white/ black, president. WHHATTT?! So I'm thankful that I have to come to see this day.

k. everyone be safe. going back to bed. craammpss.

itching for oldschool

I love these kinds of song. It's the era that my mom and dad "fell" for each other. I loveeeeeeee that era. I wish I was born then.

2 Moons (My dream)

Well I thought I should just let you know about my dream last night. Very interesting and really creepy in a way. I can see it, and it's really vivid. You know when they say your dreams are really vivid, there's something to it? Like there's a meaning of it. Someone or something is sending you a message or something...........


In the world I was in, there were two moons that were governing the planet, east and west moon. I was living right next to a sea, and can see both moons at the same time. I don't know how they rise and set. I don't know if they rise the same time or they take turns, I'm just not sure. But anyways, one of the moon lost it's gravitational spin, and threw the balance or the earth. Everything became chaos and the season changed. The place where I am at, we had storms and tsunamis. The moon that lost it's gravitational spin left the earth and went somewhere in the space. The moon that was left became ice cold and later on became a hot red flaming ball. So I stood right next to the see and built myself a titanium veranda cover. Soon enough the moon started shooting meteorites, hitting anything and everything. I had my titanium veranda so I was protected. The meteorites were small and some are big, just like basketball ball and a size of a fridge.

For some reason, there were these people that were on the sea, and asking for help. People didn't want to save them, and they're going to be hit by a meteor soon enough if they're not saved. I went on a boat and tried to saved them. But my boat got struck my a meteor, but I was still alive. I swam and carried them to the shore on my back and went to the veranda. The surrounding was getting worst and worst. The moon was deteriorating, and everything was getting dark. I remember myself calling a name. I don't remember his name. But I remember calling him. Then it went dark, then I woke up.

Then I woke up, went to facebook, and one of my friends posted this on their video lay out. This is somewhat what I saw, but with some exceptions.



Now, I don't think this is coincidental anymore. I just don't anymore. They said 2012 will be the end of the days, Dec. 21st to be exact. Watch it and your hair and spines will stand up. They said this has happened 6 times already with our earth. You don't know what's gonna come for you. The Mayan calendar said 2012 is the end of days, Nostridamus said it in the different ways. He said something like, people will fight for a black liquid (oil), nations will rise against each other, religion will fight, famine and disaster will happen, and something something................

Now, I am a believer, in my faith and in God. So let's just hope this won't all be true..... not on 2012. I still have many plans. Please don't make God really angry.

boredome strikes.

AGAIN.

I have to brush my teeth but I'm too lazy.

-scenario-

have you ever been so desperate about a toothbrush and had to use someone elses?

hahahahhahahahahaha.....

when I was a kid, around 8 or 9... I do sleep overs at my aunts house. And never bring a tooth brush. LOL. hahahahaha. so I used my aunt's and never tell her. Then the next day, she was chewing this nasty smelling thing that old people chew on.... you know those? specially for asian people? then they spit it out, and it's read or brown? yah, she chews on those. lol..................................... so from then on, I swore to never use anyones brushes. ever. LOL. hahahahahaha.


-the end-

complaints:

_why are books so expensive. They are more expensive than tuition itself.
_ONLY heaven knows.
_I don't like it when people are telling you how to write for fun. especially when it comes from the heart. It just saddens me because I'ts my freedom of speech.
_NO BIGDEAL!
_I don't like it when I'm linggering on the past. It's sucks.
_I don't like it when I have nothing to eat but noodles. But it feels good when I'm eating it.
_when I miss someone and they're too far and I can't do anything.
_when I loose temper, I become a monster. rarrr.
_when I go to the library and books are not where they're suppose to be.
_When I loose dollar bills in the washer.
_sometimes the people don't realize you need space.
_when I'm too shy to ask people. It's not me.
_when I get misunderstood, it's fine. But when I'm being blamed for it, it's not cool homie.
_when you are "Bluer than blue" hahaha
_when I don't know how to put my feelings in words and explain it myself.
_when old people thinks they're right
_when young people they know everything.
_I hate it when people starts taking things as a discriminatory about them. ei, they're poor because they're black. or when they asian, or white. COMMOONNNNN. GET OVER YOURSELF!
_I hate it when people ask me the same questions OVER AND OVER AND OVER again!
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Curious case of Benjamin Button

Was really good. It was everything in one. Really really really good movie. Brad Pitt was never been that good looking... Too yummy. haha!

But I wonder if his case has ever existed in this world. Growing backwards. hmmm. Watching it hurts me with joy and laughter.

make my day.

please! take me to watch a movie and tell me i'm cute and pretty before the school starts. lol. hahahaha. You're too pretty for a girl like me. random things are fun when you're really bored.




this makes me wanna buy heels and practice with it all day walking with it. hahahaha.
Be my sugar daddy. hahahaha. cracking up!

nothing

beats two laptops, caprisan juice and your lover with different things to do. aaaahhh. life on a break is good. no disturbance!!!

me time. wohoo!

sugar for the day

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that isn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."-idk.\\


kinda true, so I got my camera fixed. pictures galore from now on!!! ohh yesss. pictures galore.

We are all running for the the thrill of it.

Thrill of it, thrill of it.

Sometimes you just want to do things for the thrill of it, then when you get tired and the thrill had died, you're stuck...

so don't do things for the thrill of it, thrill of it, or else by the end of the day, YOU ARE LONELY AS HELL... yup.

good morning 2009

I know, i know, I have not been in here for a very long time. Too much things had happened and so much things to say. But anyways, I welcomed 2009 in a very positive and MOVING ON way. I visited my friends from vegas, and reunited with my friends from elemetary highschool days. It was such a relief that even though it was forever since I've seen them, it was still the same. For a minute, I was scared that I'll be totally left behind with their conversation, but when I saw them and shared the first ten minutes it was the same and I felt happy that we still had something in common.

2009 was a blast, and I'm looking forward to bright new year. You'll hear more of me.