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Since I gave up FB for Lent, blogging will be my outlet for now. So I will be writing here more often, not that anybody reads this, or even care, or bother knowing my rants/opinion/ etc............ I'll just have to do this for now.

fights.

I can officially say that when I fight, I fight to the bones. When I'm mad, the world crumbles and shakes. Chile was affected when I'mad. Earth quake came and shattered the whole pacific coast. Damn. wow. hahaha.

Love only gets stronger when we fight. Yes, it seems horrible but damn, feels good to know that you'll fight till you get to the terms and compromises.

We fight, the whole world knows. Kudos men, kudos.

hahaha.

I was watching Bonnie Hunt show and the guy said:

When there's a big fight in the couple, it's the guy's fault.

When there's a small fight in the couple, it's the girl's fault.

LOL.

Kinda True. lol.

broken strings

Broken. But not dead. still playing.

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"my dear were slow dancin in a burning room..."


-on the run blogging

fuck you jerk!

I fuckin hate you. You'll get it from me, no not from karma, from me bitch! I'll fuck you over. Wait until I get my hands on you. bitch, go hide.

fuck off:

SORRY IN ADVANCE IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ A LOT OF CUSSING WORDS HERE. I NEED TO LET OUT THIS ANGER, OR ELSE I WILL BLOW UP AND MIGHT START SLAPPING RANDOM PEOPLE OUT OF NO WHERE. SO THIS WOULD NOT BE YOUR USUAL PG BLOG.

I am mad. So maybe, if you are really a friend, you should NOT get me mad. Because I fucking get really violent when I am mad. No, then if you are getting me mad, THEN you are really not my friend. BECAUSE MY FRIENDS KNOW WHEN I GET MAD. It's either they are a town away from me, or they stick it out and pray the hell out of themselves when I am mad. You should not be near me in any way possible. If possible, when I'm mad, hide. Because I will fuckin loose it and might not even remember your name.

Now, if you're the one getting me mad, that's a whole different story. Stay! Please for the love of everything cute, stay. Why? So no INNOCENT will get affected, just you, the prey!

It takes a lot for me to get mad. A LOT. Yes, I have short temper, but I get over it easily. But me getting mad, that means you really up to something. Most things that get me mad without explanations are:

1. Lying.

2. Cunning people

3. Cheaters or if I know you're on that page of cheating lying ass bastard

or 4. you are are the person who's the cheater is cheating with. And you know.... faaaaaakkk.

5. Very inconsiderate, rude, disrespectful people.

Those five will get my hands flying on your face with no question, explanation, any thing is asked. Bitch I will cut you!

Now, why am I mad? Very inconsiderate, rude ass disrespectful girl just cross the line. Men, today is Lent. If it wasn't for Jesus saving my life, I would usually run to your house, call you on your phone, get at you and fakkkkkkkkk you over. But I forgive. I forgive, with a limit. ONE MORE TIME BITCH, I WILL CUT YOU!

Try me. Try me one last time.

P.S.

I am a really nice girl but really violent when you cross the line.

You're messing with the wrong person. Don't take my niceness as a weakness, it's just a front. Hear me? A FRONT!

love,

Mai. :)

I hate:

(hate is a strong word, I do use it with sense... and when I say hate, I really mean HATE!)

_People when they act differently when they are at different crowd.

_When they try to be so gangster when in fact, they're not.

_When it's so clear, they are trying so hard to be the center of attention.

_When they try to dumb themselves out, just to look something else.

_When people don't understand little things

_People invading private space

_Too many questions

_repetitive things/ stories/ complaints.

_non-sense ranting

_When people think they are the only ones in the world that has problem

_When they put themselves in EVERY situation and EVERY conversation.

_When you ask for advise and all you get is, "YAH, WHEN IT WAS ME........"

_When they try so hard to look cool in front of their friends "ei, at home, they don't curse, cuss, smoke--whatever--but in front of their friends, they say "fuck" every other word, they smoke two packs, like they smoke like theres no tomorrow"

_When you say one thing and does the other.

_NAME DROPPING!

_Liers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

_Laggers

_Marijuana smell. And it's Everyday people user!

_Drug addicts

_When people don't know how to act appropriately in certain place, time and occasion.

_(your name insert here): _________ show.

_When you try to look cute when in fact you're not.

_I am not a fan of I should be doing this, because EVERY BODY IS DOING IT.

or, I have to do it, because I have no choice! Bull fucking shit, you always have a choice, That's why it's called a choice!!!

_People that think they can't live without their boyfriends/girlfriends. That they will die without them.

_Pretenders.

That all for now, on top of my head.

Food Chain

So I am here debating if we're really on the top chain of food chain? Really? Well what about Bears? Bears could eat humans right? You go face to face with a Grizzly Bear, let's see who's really on top of the food chain. You or him?! Ha! I'd run away. So really, humans are really not on the top of the food chain.

hahahaha.

Okay, yah, that's me thinking on an empty stomach. I need to eat. rarrr.

Sunday Morning

Just incase you want to know what's my FAVORITE DAY of the week. It's definitely Sunday Morning. That said, here:

I like you like my Sunday morning.

I like staying in bed knowing I have things to do tomorrow.

I love the way my bed smells after my wet hair dried.

I love the way the sun peaks through my window, annoying me to get up.

I like my Sunday morning breakfast in bed.

I like my messy room, better on Sunday morning.

I love Sunday morning, because it was the very first day I met you.

Now, saturday, turns your light down low.

Brave Face

This girl got some swaggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Promise. I swear. I love her voice, and everything about her. But this song is really ouchy. No, I'm not going through it, but yes, I've gotta admit, I MIGHT have been through it, or KNOW someone who has been. Vice versa with boys, LOL. That's a definite yes! yes! yes!

Well anyways, Mellisa Polinar.

Shoes.

I want so many heels. Ugh. No money. Faak.

Valentines Date

Though it's already given that my valentines date should be my boyfriend, I still wanted to be asked. Today, Jude asked me if I could be his valentines, Of course I said yes. It's the gesture that counts.

I love you.

Dear Baby,

I love waking up in the morning and you're next to me.
I love seeing your calm face.
I love knowing that you're just an inch away.
I love waking up and your arms are all over me.
I love the way you kiss me before you go.
I love our early breakfast.
I love you try to still eat with me, though you're going to be late.
I love you still cook for me, though you know you're going to be late.
I love everything about the mornings.
I love everything about you.

I love you.


Love,

Babe.